Monday, 31 August 2026
Ten Years in Two Weeks
Monday, 14 November 2022
The BBC and Me
Today marks the 100th anniversary of the BBC first going on the air. Exactly a century since Arthur Burrows read that same opening news bulletin twice in a row, once normally and then more slowly, so that listeners could write in and say which they preferred.
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| I had a BBC 100 programme on yesterday, but this is a more personal piece |
Like everybody who has grown up in the United Kingdom in the hundred years since then, I cannot tell you when I first became ‘aware’ of the BBC. It has simply always been there – a part of the fabric of life in this country. Love it, hate it, be indifferent or ignore it, you always know it’s there.
Of course, Doctor Who may have had a lot to do with it. The BBC made Doctor Who, and so they had to be the ones on the side of the angels, right? That was certainly a reason why I became fascinated about how the BBC worked, and its history. Doctor Who is one of the most closely-studied and heavily written-about programmes ever shown on British television, and it was through reading books about the series and its history when I was growing up that I developed a deep interest in the BBC and the history of broadcasting in this country more generally.
I don’t think, though, that it ever entered into my head that I might one day be able to work for the BBC. It just wasn’t something that I ever thought about. I don’t know if I had a notion of what ‘type’ of person worked for the BBC, as such, but it never occurred to me as something I could try to get into. It seemed such a far-off distant thing, plus of course much of what I read about and found interesting about the BBC was in the past. The notion that the BBC might be a part of my future was too incredible to contemplate.
It was only after leaving university and being confronted with the reality that I now had to work out what to do with my myself that the BBC became a part of my life. While doing a very morale-sapping, boring day job four days a week I started volunteering at the BBC in Norwich on the other day in the summer of 2006. This meant that I was given an ID pass to get into the building – and when I was given it, I could not stop looking at it. Holding it in my hands and staring at it. I took photos of it, in case this didn’t last very long and they wanted it back, so that I could have some memento, some proof I’d once had it. That I had been a part of the BBC.
The BBC! Me!
I have proudly worn that pass into the building every time I have gone in there for the past 16 years. It’s a bit battered and marked now, and the photo resembles me less and less every year. But if I hold it in my hands and look at it, that logo there with my name, I still feel that same pride and disbelief. That I could have become a tiny part of this great organisation which I have loved since I was a child. That I work for the same BBC as all those people I have watched, listened to, looked up to and admired.
I had that same feeling of amazed excitement when I started getting paid shifts the following year, and then in early 2008 an incredible offer. There was a job they needed filling, full-time, for three months as someone had left and they weren’t sure what was going to happen to that particular role. They couldn’t guarantee it would last any longer than that, but would I come and do it…?
It did not seem a risk to me. Of course I said yes. The chance to say that I worked, even for just a few months, full-time for the BBC was irresistible. I was really, properly there. Even if this turned out to be the only exciting thing that ever happened in the rest of my life, it would be something to treasure and hold on to. That I worked for the BBC.
That three months has not, yet, come to an end.
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| The Eastern Daily Press kindly published a BBC 100 piece by me on Saturday, although sadly under the byline "Paul Haynes"! |
For nearly 15 years now I have been in the incredibly privileged position, which I appreciate and value as being very rare in life, of not having to wake up in the morning and think, “Oh Christ, I’ve got to go to work today.” To be spared that crushing, soul-destroying heaviness of having to go and do a morale-sapping job I hate. Like any job, of course, life at the BBC has its occasional frustrations and annoyances. But never anything that lasts. Never anything that has ever made me not want to go back in.
I do understand how incredibly fortunate I am in that, and what a rare privilege it is – especially when it’s on the public payroll. There is always that dichotomy in the BBC, or perhaps any form of broadcasting, between doing something that you enjoy and doing something for the benefit of the audience – but especially so in the BBC when the audience are the ones directly paying for it. However, I like to think that I have always managed to resist ever becoming too self-indulgent, and that my instincts are not too far out of whack with what the listeners wanted in the role that I was in.
You can never please all of the people all of the time, of course, but I have been lucky enough to have been involved with some amazing programmes during my time with the BBC. I have written before on here about how special it has been to be involved with Treasure Quest, the Sunday morning show I have produced since just after I started working full-time at the BBC in Norwich. It’s an amazing thing to have been a part of – an out-and-out entertainment show, yes, but a very BBC one.
It may be primarily about having fun and playing the game, but every week through that format we publicise local events, charities and good causes. We’ve raised tens of thousands of pounds for Children in Need down the years, brought people together and cheered up their Sunday mornings. But also, of course – wow! I’ve been able to put together a programme which has messed about with putting presenters on trains, buses, and helicopters! Put them on-stage singing and dancing, through assault courses, up tall towers, and set them up being pulled over by the police or locked in guard cells by the army. We’ve put out books, CDs and calendars, and mounted our own stage shows; and we have a fanbase, a small but fervent one. It’s a producer-proof show, really – such a good idea that it only needed someone half-competent to steer it, and of course the reason the audience love it is because of the presenters. But I like to think I have put a lot into it and wrung everything out of it that I could have done, and put those presenters into situations which gave them the opportunity to really engage the audience in the way that they have.
So if I’d done nothing else in the BBC I could be incredibly proud of Treasure Quest. But it’s been so much more – all the features, items and documentaries I’ve had the opportunity to make. The hundreds, thousands of live programmes I’ve had the chance to produce. The difference we’ve been able to make to real lives in real ways, whether working into the night as the flood waters rose or helping someone work out how they were going to get food when they couldn’t leave the house in the early days of lockdown.
None of this is done alone, and although I am at heart a highly individualistic – even self-centred – person, some of the very finest moments at the BBC are when we come together to work as a team. On those flood nights or election nights or those big, set-piece Treasure Quest shows. During lockdown. Or even when it’s just the two of you, you and a presenter, getting the breaking items on the air or seeing the calls roll in because you’ve entertained and engaged people.
I’ve had the chance to present shows to a large chunk of England and to make programmes at the home of the BBC itself, Broadcasting House in London. I’ve produced podcasts downloaded by thousands of people all over the world and helped write articles which have been read by over a million. I have had the opportunity to do all of these incredible things because I am a part of the BBC, and the presence of those three little letters is what makes it magic. I am sure I could probably have had fun and enjoyed myself and done creative things if I had worked in commercial radio. But it would not have been the same. I am not saying this is some universal truth, or that everyone ought to feel this way – this is specific to me. It’s being part of the BBC which makes it special. Which gives a pride I don’t think I’d feel if I were working for any other organisation.
I was even once, just for five minutes in August 2021, responsible for the output of that very same station which Arthur Burrows opened back in 1922. Which had gone from being 2LO to the London station of the Regional Programme to the Home Service and eventually BBC Radio 4. I became a part of that when I made a piece for the Today programme. I was a link in that national chain which stretches back for a century.
I do not know whether the BBC will be around for another century. I do not even know what the future might hold for it in the rest of this decade. What form it should take and how it ought to be funded are not arguments which I can or should be a part of. If it were up to me, of course, I would like everything to stay the same, simply because that’s the nature of my personality. But I am grown-up enough these days to recognise that that’s neither possible nor desirable, in any area of life. Everything changes, and has to change.
The future of the BBC will be decided by those whom it serves. There has for a long time been a broad consensus in favour of it, and if we are still wanted and needed then hopefully that consensus can continue. But whether it can or it should is for others to decide.
If it all came to an end tomorrow, I would be devastated. I know that I would never again be lucky enough in life to find myself not just in a job that I enjoyed, but in a job that I was proud to do. The special part of my life would be over. But everything has its time, and everything ends, and the best parts of all our lives are finite.
I would still, though, have that feeling I had when I was asked to come and work for the BBC full-time back in 2008, when it might have been just for a few months. That it was worth it – so worth it. When the time comes, I will be able to look back and say that “I worked for the BBC.” That I achieved something in life, that I had a job which really meant something – to me, at any rate, which is all we can ask of in our work.
“The BBC,” someone once said, “will never love you back.” But I have never needed it to. I have given a lot to the BBC, but I have always felt that I have got so much more back than I have given. Both as a viewer and listener long before I ever worked there, and in the friendships that I have made there, the things I have done and the opportunity I have had to be creative every single day – and to be part of something greater than anything else someone like me could ever have been involved with otherwise.
Happy birthday, BBC. Thank you for everything.
Friday, 31 December 2021
At the Gate of the Year
| A lovely Christmas present from my friend Anna and her husband Will - a wooden version of Stuart Manning and Andrew Orton's cover for The Long Game |
I’m not generally given to gloomy introspection – well, no more or less so than the average person, I suspect. Of course, every so often I’ll have one of those long, dark evenings of “What’s the point? What am I doing? Why am I doing it?” and all that. But on the whole, I amble along in life as best I can, and perfectly happily.
But when it comes to New Year’s Eve, I do often find it to be a fairly bleak occasion, at least in the last little bit running up to midnight. Due to its very nature, it lends itself all-too-readily to looking back not just over the past year, but taking stock of your existence as a whole, and being drawn to the inevitable question: “Have I wasted my life…?” So, even though the New Year’s Eve gloominess always fades away with the festivities and is gone by morning, it’s worth taking the opportunity to look back, and to celebrate some good and positive achievements from the year.
In basic terms I have not, it’s true, achieved my grand ambition in 2021. I am not a published novelist, nor am I anywhere near to being any closer to achieving that aim. I wrote very little fiction in 2021, and nothing that would ever be submittable for publication in any way, shape or form.
This does not, on the whole, mark the year out from most of the others through which I have lived.
On the other hand, however, writing-wise, this has unquestionably been by far and away the most successful – and to be mercenary about it, certainly the most profitable – year of my life and ‘writing career’ (hah!) to date. I had a book published – a non-fiction book, but still a book, and one of which I am very proud. A lot of people have bought and enjoyed it. Even this week, even today, I’ve still been receiving lovely messages from readers of The Long Game. And yesterday AJ Black put up a very nice piece, and an interview with me for those who’d like to know a bit more about the writing of the book, on his website.
I wrote pieces for the BBC website, and for Doctor Who Magazine again after a few years’ break. I wrote for the Eastern Daily Press when my Nexus documentary was broadcast – a documentary which gained a huge amount of national media coverage, and got me a piece on the Today programme on Radio 4. That documentary is still creating opportunities, too; there should hopefully be some more exciting news to share about that very soon.
I do sometimes, in those occasional gloomy and introspective moments whenever they do happen to arise, wonder if I put too much effort into radio. Work hard on those projects which take up my spare time as well, because it’s easier than trying to knuckle down and do some writing. Whether, if I had a dull job which I didn’t enjoy, I might have made more of an effort with my fiction and actually got somewhere with it by now.
But this is, of course, nonsense. I am in the hugely fortunate and privileged position of having a job that I enjoy. A job that, yes, like any other has its occasional frustrations and irritations. But one which doesn’t give me that soul-crushing despair of, “Oh Christ, I’ve got to go to work today…” whenever I open my eyes in the morning.
I do understand and appreciate how very lucky I am to have that. And I am always very well aware that it will not last forever – at some point, sooner or later, it will come to an end and I will have to re-join the real world. And such thoughts of it being a distraction are probably just excuses – the reason I’m not a published author of fiction is, when it comes down to it, simply because I am not really good enough at it.
Would having a novel published make me a happy and complete human being? Would it leave me content for the rest of my days? Well… almost certainly not. There’d always be the next thing to want to do. I am aware of that, too.
But I’d still like to know how it feels!
Perhaps I can try and take a more positive step in that direction, somehow, during 2022. What that step might be, or in which direction it should be, I have no idea. However, I suppose actually sitting down and writing some more fiction would probably be a good start…
Overall, though, 2021 has been very good to me, and very successful. Fiction, aside, I cannot complain at all. I can only hope anyone reading this has had as positive a year, and if not that 2022 treats you much more kindly.
Happy New Year, everybody!
Sunday, 10 May 2020
Lockdown Listening
Monday, 26 August 2019
Writing and radio
I have been writing again.
Really, properly - since the 21st of February, I have done at least 100 words a day, and on one occasion as many as 7000 in a day, on a new novel project. Except for Saturday, when annoyingly I just plain forgot, and didn't write anything at all.
There is a reason for that, however. I was buried deep in the finishing-off of a new documentary, which went out today. In fact, I have made two documentaries since I started this new novel, which partially explains why the process has been slowed down a bit, when it really ought to have been finished by now.
The other reason the novel isn't yet finished is that it is, far, far too long. It's definitely unsalable and almost certainly unreadable. I still have a little way to go and it's already over twice the length it should be. I suppose part of the problem is making it like homework, making yourself do at least a certain number of words per day. Yes it gets it done, but on the other hand it makes it too easy to make the writing flabby, to write for writing's sake rather than because the words need to be there to tell the story.
But at least I've been writing.
The new documentaries have also bred writing - or rather, today's one has. The one last month was a fairly cheap-and-cheerful, but nonetheless quite effective I think, tie-in with a film that had been shot locally last year. The new one broadcast today - Jimmy Jewell: The Lost Voice of Football - was much more of a researched and authored piece, the story of former top-level football referee, manager and TV commentator Arthur James "Jimmy" Jewell.
I hadn't intended at all to make another football documentary after Canaries in the Air, but I happened across a brief summary of Jewell's life on the England Football Online website and got bitten by the bug. Especially as it was doing something nobody else had ever done - his story had never really been fully told before.
I'm proud of it in the sense that I really dug this one out of the ground. There were virtually no easy sources of detailed information about him, no children or living close relatives of any kind, so I really had to hunt out information and interviewees. I was reasonably successful in that, even though I didn't manage to find anybody who'd met him. But this did mean I was still chasing sources and interviewees until very late in the day, resulting in a much more telescoped editing period than I would have liked. So I'm not sure it's quite as well put together as soon of my other efforts - but it's still not at all bad, and I think the licence fee payer more than got their money's worth.
The Eastern Daily Press once again kindly printed a piece by me in their Weekend supplement, and as there's a Sussex link the Argus also ran a piece. This was quite pleasing considering I used to deliver the Argus for a while in my teens. My colleagues at BBC News Online also put a piece up and generously gave me the byline, although really my colleague Zoe Applegate put it together from a kit of parts I gave them.
Even the BBC's live text commentary of Norwich v Chelsea joined in with the promotion on Saturday, after I cheekily emailed in to ask if the link could be punted out. I also felt quite proud of cutting six different preview packages - one each for our Saturday Sport, Sunday Breakfast and Bank Holiday Breakfast shows (although Saturday Sport weren't able to use theirs due to the delayed King's Lynn kick-off), and on-spec pieces I punted out to London, Lancashire and Sussex due to their links to the story, pointing to the doc on BBC Sounds. I've no idea if they'll get used but London have said they might. Oh, and I also did news clips for us.
Rampant self-publicity! It feels strange for it all to be done now after how intensely I have been working on finishing it over the past week. Rather relaxing.
But oh yes, there is that novel to try and finish...
Sunday, 17 February 2019
Canaries in the Air - the story of a radio documentary
| Watching the England Under-21s at Carrow Road in 2007. |
Mum would have turned 13 during the ’59 Cup Run. She was living on the south coast and has absolutely no connection to Norwich other than the fact that I now happen to live here. But they captured her imagination back then, in the same way they did with so many other people across the country. I compare it to how Leicester won the public’s hearts in 2016, with so many neutrals and even people who didn’t really follow football willing them to do well because it was so exciting and unexpected; so swashbuckling and romantic.
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| This weekend's Eastern Daily Press Weekend supplement front cover, promoting my feature piece inside. |
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| One of Frank Heyhoe's off-air recordings from 1959, now held at the Norfolk Sound Archive. |
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| My feature piece promoting the programme, which appeared in the Weekend supplement in the Eastern Daily Press and Evening News. |
Monday, 31 December 2018
Goodbye to all that
I mean, I write all the time of course, and you could even call it professional writing. In my day-to-day job I am constantly writing cues and scripts for broadcast on the BBC, as well as associated online tie-ins. The most substantial bit of tie-in writing I did this year was once again doing the programmes for our Treasure Quest Live stage shows at the Norwich Playhouse in November.
Thanks mostly I think to the very talented Andrew-Mark Thompson doing those spoof annual covers for us we raised over £1500 in donations for the programmes alone, towards £5807 in total from the shows for Children in Need, which was rather nice. As usual I curated and designed the interiors, wrote most of the content and chivied along the contributions from the others!
Fiction-wise, however, I had an almost completely blank year... Until it came to Christmas Day.
I went out for a walk early that afternoon, around near my parents' house in Clapham in West Sussex, where I grew up. Instead of walking around Clapham, though, this time I wandered around the neighbouring village of Patching, and when I was passing Patching Pond I noticed how the sky was reflecting onto the water, so took a few photos:
When I posted these on social media, I mentioned that "The Sky in the Water" would be a good title for a story. One of my followers on Twitter, Lesley Harper, suggested it could be an Alice Flack story, so I decided to give it a go. I decided to write a short one that very afternoon, and not only that I randomly decided to record myself doing a reading of it, too:
https://soundcloud.com/paul-hayes-882952482/the-sky-in-the-water
It's probably not great, but neither is it awful. Certainly not bad for something started at 5pm, and all written, recorded and put online just after 9pm that same evening.
It made me want to go back and do some more Alice next year, anyway. I do have several stories in mind for her, but I find it so difficult to get down to writing anything these days. I need more discipline! I also have an idea for a novel I'd like to write in 2019, one that's been brewing for a while, but we shall see...
Happy New Year to you all, anyway!



















